Update

So here I am...3 years later. A new place, a new attitude, a new job. The road has been rough...but Ive made it. Im sitting here reading my old posts thinking...wow...I couldn't imagine ever being mentally. But I was. My mind was weak...my thoughts were hidden...I accepted things as they are with no thoughts of moving forward.

Then...something happened. I could no longer accept things as they were. I WANTED out. I NEEDED out. And I did. I left. I was scared, my esteem was tarnished, and I no longer wanted to "just be".

Anyway....Im back. I'll share my journey if u stay tuned.